CLAYFive or six years later I started to do clay work. The very first time I started doodling with clay was because I wanted to use it for glue. My Dad said that glue was too dangerousthat I would make a mess with it so I wasnt even allowed to get close to it. Instead I would use clay to glue stuff together. It would never work, but I thought it was gooey and neat and I started making little stuff out of it. I would do very tedious things. I would make little tiny blobs of clay and make the most perfect little painted things. I still have a mouse that I made from clay. Never any lessonsall by myself. HANDEDNESSMy mom told me that when I was three years old, I would do everything with my right hand. Then I started doing things with my left hand. Then I think in two more years, I could actually do everything with both hands. I could write with my right hand or with my left hand. Now, for three years I have been going things with my left hand, but I can still write my name really good with my right hand. DANCE & SINGING Im very creative with my movements and my arms. When
I was four years old I used to love to dance to Mozart. It
would come out of nowhere. That felt great. I would put on
the music and dance for hours and would make my parents sit
on the couch and watch me. They would get so tired but I would
make them stay there. I also used to make up words and songs
to go with the dances. FIGURE SKATING
Ive been wanting to be a figure skater ever since I
was four years old and saw Oksana on video. There are so many
things I could be, but I just wanted to be that. When I was
four years old I was too little and I didnt keep it
in my mind that much. But when I saw the movie again when
I was six, that is when I started inventing stuff. Well, I
was so excited. I started getting flattened cardboard boxes
and sliding around the floor pretending to skate. HEALINGAlso, I can heal people with my hands. My mom taught me how to take the bad energy out of your body when you are feeling down or when you hurt yourself. You just put your hand over it and you have to really concentrate on taking all the pain out. I fix my dads headaches like that. WRITINGI have written lots of books. When I was four years old I wrote a really good book on rabbits. Rabbits used to be my favorite animal. I would write backwards and not know when to put a period, but I would write pretty well. I had no clue how to spell. I just wrote how the words sounded. Im still extremely bad at spelling. Im two years behind. Im a pretty good poet because my dad was a poet and Ive got that creativity. LOSING THINGSI still have my little doll that my grandma made when I was born and I have lots of puppets. My Mom tries to stash them away and keep them because I am not the most responsible person. I lose stuff like you wouldnt believe. I can lose something so big like my bed sheet. I can lose it completely. So my mom always likes to keep my books because she loves them. BEST FRIEND Ive had a best friend since I was three years old. Her
name is Yanna Sorell. She is six months younger, but we have
always been buddies. We are still together in everything and
always will be extremely connected. We laugh at the dumbest
things that no person would laugh at. We just fall down and
start laughing like maniacs. You try and do that with somebody
else and they go, So, whats your point?
CLUBS AND SPYING Yanna and me are so creative. We tried to make our own band
once and we made up songs and wrote them down and then would
say, Some day we are going to be famous. That
was when I was nine years old. We made inventions and had
clubs in the closet and would keep notebooks everywhere. We
were spies. We would really spy on peopleI mean seriously.
I was doing it because I wanted to be like Harriet in the
movie, Harriet the Spy? Harriet wanted to be a
writer. I didnt want to be a writer. I just wanted to
spy. I wanted to have this adventure of being sneaky.
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I think I was sent down here to do this. The colors were so interesting to me. They were so real. They were so flashy. The brushes and the colors were so neat and I would just start doing something and it turned out to be so nice. I would try to make a cloud and it would turn into the most fantastic sea lion. I do still have that feeling. Konstanze |
My Dad is German. My mother is from Colombia. She speaks Colombian-Spanish and is a Spanish teacher. Im bilingual. You know that, dont you?
Konstanze lives with her parents
Reinhard and Irma in Ojai, California.
My English is not very good. When Konstanze
was quite young I noticed that she started to play with crayons
and to make nice lines on the paper, and then put color on
top. I said, Well this is interesting! I didnt
see any babies doing that. I didnt expect too much at
the time. Then when she was two and a half, she would really
start to make things on the paper with her fingers. I thought,
Is this really nice art or what? I called my husband
and I asked him, What is this? He said, This
is the real art. So I said, Dont let her
ruin the whole thing that she is doing. When she finished
one painting, sometimes she wanted to put more color on top,
or just erase the whole thing, so I took many of them away
from her just to keep them.
The first one that she made, it fell on floor by accident.
It was kind of a mess, and then I picked it up and noticed
it was a little duckling. I said to her, This is beautiful
Konstanze, it is a little duckling. And she says, Oh
really, mommy?
Most of her art, she did with her fingers. Then she started
to use brushes, spoons, q-tips and cotton. She used so many
things. One time I saw her working with a toothpick. She was
very reclusive, always by herself. She didnt want anyone
to look at what she was doing. It is so funny because she
used to say, Im very busy now, so please dont
call me now.
My husband had a lot of paper for his art. When we looked
at her art, we knew it was real art, so he started to cut
some really nice pieces of paper for her. We got her an ordinary
watercolor set from the store.
I talked to her in Spanish since she was a baby and sang little
songs to her. I didnt know any songs in English, so
I sang in Spanish. She picked up the languages really fast.
When she was nine months old, we went to South America. I
remember that she picked up some words in Spanish and then
three months later I went back and she spoke Spanish very
beautiful.
Konstanze is very affectionate. She tells me she loves me
a lot. That is very beautiful. She loves to kiss and hug.
I think this is because she has Latin blood and is very close
to the family. She is a very sweet girl.
Konstanze is twelve years old. When she was
two, we got her a watercolor set and some paper and in the
next two years, she made about 400 paintingsmostly finger
paintings. She used a brush and her fingers and did them very
quickly. The thing that I really found so remarkable was that
she knew when a painting was finished. Most painters find
it hard to know when to quitto know when the painting
is done. She was just cranking these things out so beautifully
and would say, Im finished now. She would
never go back.
Her paintings were not representational. They were intuitiveno
plan, no model, no photograph to go from. They didnt
have anything to do with a conscious picture in her mind.
She would just doodle and then all of a sudden something would
appear. When she noticed a face or an identifiable creature,
she would know exactly where to put the eyes. I found it really
interesting that she was able to make out of those shapes
something that resembled a visible animal for instance.
She did one after another painting with her little watercolors.
When one set of paints was gone, she would get another one
and keep going. She would sit for two or three hours at a
stretch without getting tired. I built her a little deskjust
her sizeso she would be comfortable doing her little
paintings. I still have that desk.
Konstanze is multi-faceted. She is a wonderful entertainer.
She has a natural gift to be very articulate and a natural
ability in all forms of artistic expression. She is very sensitive
to sounds and color. She is very particular about what she
wears. She knows right away what is good and not good for
her and usually picks out something that is absolutely perfect.
So there is this natural built in ability for discerning.
I am an artist and I make a living doing that, so maybe there
is some genetic link. Its very possible. Konstanze is
very intuitive with just about with everything. She refuses
to take any art training. I tell her, You should practice
drawing from a model or from a photograph or an object,
That way she would understand shapes and how everything goes
together in relationship to other dimensions and shapes. She
doesnt want to hear about that.
Now Konstanze wants to be a figure skater. She only has been
taking lessons since November of last year. They are group
lessons but all the instructors are encouraging her to take
privates if possible, because she has such a natural ability.
We go three times a week.
When she was seven or eight, her friend Yanna (who she has
known ever since she was four) gave her a tape of Oksana Baiuls
life (1994 Olympic Gold Medal for figure skating.) Konstanze
was mesmerized by this tape. I had to make her a copy and
play it for her all the time. The first time she ever saw
it she said, I want to be a figure skater, no matter
what. I dont care what it takes, Im going to be
a figure skater. That movie really triggered something
in her. She is really serious.
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